commentary.

N: "Sorry I just can't."

K: "Nope sorry."

B: "I don't think so."

Some times this expression of no occurs too many times in my life. I feel I give more than I get in return. I wish someone would see, as well as experience a walk in my shoes, and feel the harsh reality of my life. Too many times. Makes me feel as if they really are busy. Or is this all a plot to send me a message. Ugh, why do I dwell on the ignorant remarks I receive. Oh Blah.

To her:

You make me feel like no other girl has.

I wake up knowing that ill see you. It makes an uncontrollable smile appear on my face.

You were there for me on my B-day, and made it like no other.

I want to know you. All of you.

And I am determined to find out.

I love when we hang out, and you look into my eyes, because I know when i look at yours, I can't escape them.

You are you, I love it.

Don't change, please don't.

I know there is a connection, I've seen it. Don't deny.

I miss you, I......miss you.

I feel as if I don't seize the moment, I will regret it for the rest of my life.

So 2010, be my year.

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